s o m e o n e v i r t u a l??

>> as i promise to all of u...ingt lg ending of the second entry??...sbb haritu ade bgtau..i want to share story about someone...that i met in the virtual space..ok..to make it simple...aku kenal dier dlm social network..

>> at that time...i really looking for gurl..biasa ar boring...but am not looking for flirt..just to have some friends...then kalau ok...saje je..nk kenal lagi rapat..manyak jugak aku send message...seriously..semua pon message yg ok..yang baik2..tu pon aku pilih jugak nk hntr kat org yg mcmane kan...

>> so..dlm manyak2 hantar tu...ade jugak laa...yg reply...at that time..i received one message from someone..ok..let call.."s"

>> actually "s" ni sbnrya..satu tempat belajar dgn my fren yg dr sekolah dulu...name dier.."w"..they have seen each other..tp xpenah tegur pon..just pnah nmpk je la kat college diorg..

>> mmm..start haritu...aku mula..chatting..reply message dgn "s"..lps tu email pulak..this person mmg sweet..baik..pandai..memang budak yg x social yg teruk2 tu...

>> kiranya....da lebih setahun jugak...aku kenal dier...mmg manyak citer menarik..sepanjang aku kenal dgn dier....tp yg peliknya...aku dan "s"..xpernah jumpa pon...walaupon penah keluar..at the same time...same place and same location...

>> ok la geng...later if aku ade mase ako sambung lagi...korang enjoy la weekend

h o n e s t y ??

>> someone told me "honesty is the best policy"....tp betul ke mcmtu?..kkdg i dont feel that true...kalau jujur pun salah...kalau terlampau jujur lagi laa salah..kenape ar...abestu kalau tipu??..memang la dah salah kan..

>> sometimes am not honest to myself...menipu..utk jaga hati org..sedangkan...hati sendiri...xbole pulak nk maen tipu2...the only way that i can do...just pretend to be happy..to other people...so that dgn cara tu..kita dpt buat org lain pon heppy..

>> so how can i be honest to myself??...dgn org lain xpe ar...atleast bila tpu dgn niat yg baik...everyone will get the benefit...except me..suffer deep inside..

>> semua tu ade sebabkan...mungkin that the way to protect maruah orang lain jugak..mungkin kita x nampak semua tu..tp it ok..just think positive...everything will be fine..

>> the moral of the story....antara akal dan hati......memang x boleh untuk kita tipu....we cannot lie to ourself..and God (Allah)..so be honest to ourselves

t h r o u g h m y w i n d o w..

Don't want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me, me are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me

Me and you, And we are not alone
Different view, We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can't exist like this anymore

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now

Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me

Now there's me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

p e r n a h k a h k o r a n g ??

>> hai..aku nak tanya lg ni...penahkah korg ske kat orang yang korang tak penah kenal?...orang yang x penah korang jumpe?..

>> that rite...mesti korang blur dgn question aku....ok...in the simple way...let say...u met someone on the network..u have seen the person picture (exactly face)...and u connected with the person for almost 1.2 years..ye laa...keep replying message or email...but no sms...

>> sampi satu tahap...u can share anything with the person..rasa mcm x kesah pon...but no sex discussion laa..

>> bila smpi stage mcmni...mesti korang rase nk jumpe kan....tp korang takot..ye ar..dulu this person pernah ckap kat korang yang dier ade couple...but in the same time..reaction dier..kenape layan sgt...mmmm...

>>tkpe2 mybe next entry ako citer 1st time macamane aku kenal dgn budak ni...ape2 pon..have a great time...

c o m p l e c a t e d ???

>> haha..saje je ar nk tanya korang...dont u mind being a single?...ye ar..so far..i just want to know ur feeling...boring x?..jelous ke?...

>> btw...fyi...aku ni pon single...so far...kenape susah sgt nk cari couple?...kenape ye...if we like someone...than dier x ske kita?..if someone like us..then kte pulak x ske dier....so complecated...

>> ye mmg rase boring pon...but sometime..we need to appreciate jugak..sometime i feel that...being single is the only way to live without cheating....

n e w p l a c e ??

>> hi..salam friends...at last..fuhh!!!!..i reach here..wow..nothing much i gonna share in my 1st entry...feel glad..atlast..i found my new place...yeah..my new place..peaceful place to be..

>> before this i never have any intention to write in blog...but lately..i really feel lonely...and feel to share something..to unknown...

>> lets make fren first..by the way dude...just call me 'f'...easy right?..

>> mmm..ape2 pon korg enjoy ar..